i hate paula most when she stands up to dance and clap

i never like saying no
if a group of people are going out i dont like to say no cause im afraid to warp the plans they have i dont say no even when i dont feel like going out, then i have to cope with the consequences, which meng would know best about
i try to accommodate
i am afraid of making people angry
i try to make every atmosphere nice and peaceful
i make myself sound like some angel, sometimes i think i am

okay that last phrase totally turned this post into a joke. maybe. maybe not.

Dark in the city, night is a wire
Steam in the subway, earth is a fire
Do do do-do do do-do do do-do do do-do doo doo

EDIT: p.s. yaqi ! COOK DOES NOT SMOKE. HEH.